Aashima's blog

I know people,  my goals are up high and tall !  You might see me struggle,  but you won’t see me fall !  Everyday I fight this battle, between being strong and then getting weak!  but I start a new day with,  my motivation and walk towards the peak!  There are thousands and thousands,  of bumps on my way!  but no matter how hard it gets,  I will make everyone proud and slay!  People will always try and try,  to keep me down!  but they don’t know how strong I am,  that I will never let myself breakdown!  To every single person, who once said, “You can’t do it”!  I will give my best to prove them wrong,  and one day they will definitely admit!  I don’t care how many people,  doubt on my talks and words!  Unless I got my back,  with positivity and wings like those birds!  No, I am not afraid at all,  Not afraid to fail !  Because I strongly believe that,  I can make it happen and then prevail !  Sometimes, I quest

It was the day, I waited for so long. I was standing in-front of him after a year of separation. Mixed emotions rambled and strolled through my heart.  I was not sure if I did a right thing or not  but I couldn’t stop myself from running towards him on his single call.  He glanced into my eyes. My eyes that were brimmed with tears. A year ago, these eyes were filled with so much of love but after a year, they were filled with guilt, hatred and anger. I couldn’t decide how I was supposed to react on his presence, I felt numb!  The inky darkness engulfed the frailed light, diminishing all happiness and bliss that had risen with the sun. Only silence lingered around the air. I shivered in claustrophobic cubical and sigh of anxiety leaped out of my mouth.  “How are you?” He finally broke the silence. I heard that voice after a whole year. The voice that made me fall in love with. The voice that I wished to hear all day.  The voice that I was dying to come back to

“she was artistic”  She was artistic,  Painting smiles on every face, except her own!  She wanted some love that wont tear her apart, but Sadness ripped her soul and made a place inside her heart! she tried to find rainbow after a rain, But Depression slowly grabbed her ankle and ran through her vein! she wanted a hand to hold onto her that wont make her sad, But Awkward silences and embarrassing tear were all she had! she craved for that ears to listen to, when she got drunk, But Nobody bothered to even ask her “whats wrong?” !  She was artistic,  painting smiles on every face,  except her own!  she wanted someone to care about her without any painful shout,  But all the colors of her life faded and drained all out!  she wanted a glimpse of happiness and a friendly call, But She was left in sadness that turned her soul dark and dull!  she wanted someone to stop her and take her out from that rough, But It was enough to hold onto s

I glanced at my wrist watch, It was 7:10am and he was already 10 minutes late. My heart bumped with every second that passed in that cold winter morning. Even it was the coldest day of winter, the sun was bright in the sky, bringing joy to my heart.  Even the coldness upon my face was refreshing and my body felt cozy inside that warm red coat that he gifted me.  After a while, I saw him walking towards me. The winter wind howled through the desolate marsh and bit at his frozen skin. The world seemed to lie barren and lifeless before him. Ice had gently put blankets on the sidewalks that he walked on.  My face glowed with smile. When I saw him, I fell in love all at a once. I felt like I was on the top of the world and my heart was constricted and there was no oxygen in my lungs.  I was breathing heavily in nervousness. His dark hair furled down the nape of his neck, while his fringe covered the entire right side of his face, going a little past his jaw line.  H

I have been dreaming,  to create my own wings, and fly away with my fairy swings!  to travel the whole world of beauty,  and sleep on the couch of nature with no stressful duty!  I have been dreaming,  to disappear from this dark life,  and live with peace, happiness or a strife!  to do all those things I have in my bucket list,  and listen to my heart where my soul will assist!  I have been dreaming,  to erase all those scars and pains,  and fill my soul with smiles and happy face!  to grow stronger every other day,  and make myself bold, brave and okay!  I have been dreaming,  dreaming to create my own wings,  and fly away with my fairy swings!                                       - Aashima

                 Sequin-silver stars like the scattered embers of a dying fire winked down at me, illuminating the atramentous curtain of sky. The cold onshore breeze blew right through my sweater and I hugged myself and embraced the warmth in that cold night. Nighttime is always my favorite. Its when the scorching heat surrender to the onshore breeze and I could sit with my head tilt towards the sky, observing the constellations and the patina of the moon. I love this part of the night when I am on my balcony with my favorite song played on the background and spending some alone time. I scroll through my old messages. And Suddenly, My finger pause in his last message.  " Its over " I still remember that night when he wrote me that. Left me in that darkness. I remember how vulnerable and debilitated I felt that night. The night he left, My heart sank into ocean of pain with that word. It felt like he cleaved me with hundreds of sharp knife and ripped into my heart