Aashima's blog

                           Time sailed and its been almost a year, right? I know that pretty much things swapped this past year, You! Me! and that universe we created. I know that there is no reason to bleed out these words for you. But, I just want to cascade this heaviness that I am carrying inside, since long.  I want to take this moment out, to thank you. Thank you for all that rough and tousled days you gave me because in this journey from hating me and then loving me, I found my inner self.  After you left, things went pretty bizarre. I was slowly breaking down and tearing apart. My heart that once laughed became hollow and my smile that had been so quick was then only a mask to protect myself from questions related to you. You kicked out all those feelings but I still tried to fix them and tried to keep them safe. You made me skeptical about people and love.  When you left, I was left with two options: Either to block every connections with you and move on or th

valentine week:  “Rose day”  To my future valentine,  Our love will be just like that beautiful rose, full of love, fragrance and purity. Just like that rose, our love might get surrounded by many thrones and dark sides but I will accept all those thrones happily as I will be busy admiring the aroma of our love.  Just like those petals hold those raindrops, I will hold all your tears and pain on my arms with same love and grace. But on this day, I don’t want you to pluck those roses and give it to me, instead I want you to plant them with me and grow them together. Our relationship will be just as much strong as its base. I will be that flower pot and you will be that rose plant and we will be holding each other through every storms.  Happy rose day 🌹 Yours,  Future valentine,  who already planted rose on her heart for you.                           -Aashima 📝 “Propose day” To my future valentine,  I wont spill those words over here and propose

I have no clue who you are but I am writing this before we meet because I want you to know what I felt about our relationship before you came along.  You know, everything out here is so exquisite and full of love. But, I am here sleeping on my couch wrapped in a blanket with a packet of chips and messy bun, wearing sweat pants and oversized hoodie and lost in your thoughts with every sip of this hot coffee.  Maybe, you are doing the same and wondering, “when the hell we will run into each other!?” or maybe, you recently went through a heartbreak and planning to never fall in love again or may be you are planning for a movie date with your girlfriend or maybe, tiny hope of maybe! that you are reading this letter right now.  I also have no clue about your plan on valentine this year. But, after we unite, we will celebrate every day like its a valentines’ day.  We wont need a specific day to splash our love as we will shower each other with allegiance, love and care in