Aashima's blog

                             I woke up and find myself cold, I found myself in another world- a world of suffering. As, the numbness of sleep slowly faded from my limbs, I felt dead. I opened my eyes and gasped in a breath, but nothing came and I choked on my own dry tongue.  There was a silence to my soul as I was falling under the frost.  I could feel my heartbeat slowing down thinking about you. I woke up another day without you. In the space that should be filled with your love, keeping my soul aloft- there was a void so black that no light could penetrate.  I remember how one day earlier we were talking about spending cold winter nights in a cozy bed, together and next day I could feel your cold feet on my arms. The heart that used to beat with love were still. The mind that planned so many plans and emotions were blank.  The day when everything felt clouded and dark. The day when I felt the chills in my blood, coldness bringing the synapses of my brain to st

You held it back, calming down your soul and finally ceased the war inside. The dark void consumed you. Now, you are just a hollow plastic, painted happy face- revealing no emotions.  You drained yourself into your anger and changed your path, towering it with all those materialistic happiness. Now, you have designed all this emptiness around you like its your home.  You created this huge wall of “self centered” and wondered why love does not exist into your world. Now, You just stare the person inside the mirror and ask why that never smiles back.  You wrapped yourself in a blanket of fantasy, comforted in shadows of lies and walked out with dishonesty. Now, You are those patterns of paradox that cant be understood with truth. You marked scars around yourself and plastered your soul with sadness. You send her crashing down to the cold wet floor. Now, you are the broken sharp edges that invaded your iced soul.  You loved writing and used to paint your paper with