She was artistic 😊

“she was artistic” 

She was artistic, 
Painting smiles on every face,
except her own! 

She wanted some love that wont tear her apart,
but Sadness ripped her soul and made a place inside her heart!
she tried to find rainbow after a rain,
But Depression slowly grabbed her ankle and ran through her vein!

she wanted a hand to hold onto her that wont make her sad,
But Awkward silences and embarrassing tear were all she had!
she craved for that ears to listen to, when she got drunk,
But Nobody bothered to even ask her “whats wrong?” ! 

She was artistic, 
painting smiles on every face, 
except her own! 

she wanted someone to care about her without any painful shout, 
But all the colors of her life faded and drained all out! 
she wanted a glimpse of happiness and a friendly call,
But She was left in sadness that turned her soul dark and dull! 

she wanted someone to stop her and take her out from that rough,
But It was enough to hold onto so much of pain and she finally gave up! 
she wanted a hug and a forehead kiss,
But She ended her life and then slowly cut her wrist! 

She was artistic, 
painting smiles on every face, 
except her own! 

Everyone then finally spoke up after she was gone, 
But this time not for the grief but to call her coward and wrong! 
Where were they hiding, when she actually needed them? 
When She was dying every single day with bruises and pain! 

People tagged her as a looser and an immature kid, 
but nobody wondered about the pain that she wished to get rid! 
It was easy to write “Shame on you coward” on her facebook post, 
but nobody tried to find her soul when she was breathing but lost! 

She was artistic, 
painting smiles on every face, 
except her own! 
                                  -Aashima ✍️📝

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