Aashima's blog

“Long distance relationship”  A life with these miles between us is inexorable. This distance makes me feel gruesome, I feel like our relationship is the rain and that sky holds nothing but the promise of some more storms. The longer I am apart, the more these uncertainties fester and grow into legitimate crises.   Sometimes, it gets immense and hard when all I want is a hand to hold on and an arm to lean on and then none of it comes which makes my world cold and empty. When I see nice romantic place, I wish you were here. When I see a romantic couple, I feel “How lucky they are”.  I want to hug you whenever I feel blissful but I can just send stickers. I want to hold your hands but I can just leave voice messages on messenger. I want capture so many photographs with you but I can just screenshot our video call and admire you sleeping while talking. I want to pull your cheek and run my hand on your hair but I can just touch the screen and feel that cold empty glass. 

“I will always rise”  Just like my hopes springing high,  I will never fall down and will always rise!  You might play every fake roles to pull me down,  But I have high dreams ahead that wont ever slowdown.  You might drag me down into that hollow space,  But I wont ever give up and will definitely win the race.  You might giggle around making filthy fake jokes on my personal life,  But those statements wont obstruct my ambitions to take a dive.   You might shoot me with your words and kill me with your hate,  But you cant break the dreams I created with my hard work and fate.  Just like my hopes springing high,  I will never fall down and will always rise!  You might bring every nightmares threatening, long and wide,  But I will sail down that black ocean even in the dangerous tide.  You might make fun of times where I was lost in pain,  But only I know how strongly I walked away through that stormy rain.  You might bring every cold, d