She will be happy one day 😊

Its been many sleepless night for her. She is trying to hold her strong. She is feeling pity for herself. She feels numb with everything he did to her. Her eyes are swollen and her heart aches but she still hoped, hoped for him to show that love she begged for! But he is not the same guy now. He is changed! and now he is a guy she never knew before. Now, He would rather see her dying than holding her. He would rather throw all harsh allegations than making things right! He would now never understand her love! But you know something? Its not his fault. Its all her fault! It was her fault to love him endlessly. It was her fault to grow that hope of "He wont go away". It was her fault to hold him. It was her fault to think "He is different" !! No darling, he is not different! He is just like the other cruel people who broke you down and laughed when you were crying. He is just like the one! He left you in middle of nowhere!
But now, She is tired. She is literally tired of hurting herself.

She don't deserve these endless tear. She deserves to be loved and to love. She got her big dreams. She got her family. She got her friends. So why run behind the person who is giving her so many heart aches? Because she loved him truly and her love was constant. It was "forever". It never changed like the season! One night she called him with all in tears and her heart broke down when he said "I don't care even if you die" and then that already killed her!  It was his words that suffocated her with thousand deaths! She gave her everything to someone who never valued them! and then that was enough! She deserves something better for sure! She wont cry now. He got no right to hurt her! Yes, she is broken now but she will re arrange and stand again! And one day, He will regret for things he did. For tears he gave. For all those pain she had in those sleepless night. But she wont forgive. She will be strong and independent then. She will keep her head high and move on! And he will be there standing alone, all in regrets! And she will be shining bright! She will be happy with some one who deserved her! Someone who valued! 😊

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